"What does one have to do to stay alive in this place?"
So, needless to say, the store has just been an emotional, tear filled, Kleenex ridden ball of grief. I don't know how anyone can work feeling like I've been feeling the past few days. I believe my face is permanently puffy and red. Cause I'm the kind of person that will cry simply at the sight of someone else crying. So, as soon as I would collect myself, someone else would come up to me and start bawling. It's been pretty rough.
In regards to Kathy, some people were being so ignorant by saying that it's not that big of a deal, that she wasn't family and blah blah blah. Seriously, I see the people at work a hell of a lot more than anyone in my house. The people I work with, are my family. We are all so tight, Kathy was like my 3rd mom, of course I'm gonna be upset when she dies.
Fly, fly little wing
Fly beyond imagining
The softest cloud, the whitest dove
Upon the wind of heaven's love
Past the planets and the stars
Leave this lonely world of ours
Escape the sorrow and the pain
And fly again
Fly, fly precious one
Your endless journey has begun
Take your gentle happiness
Far too beautiful for this
Cross over to the other shore
There is peace forevermore
But hold this mem'ry bittersweet
Until we meet
Fly, fly do not fear
Don't waste a breath, don't shed a tear
Your heart is pure, your soul is free
Be on your way, don't wait for me
Above the universe you'll climb
On beyond the hands of time
The moon will rise, the sun will set
But I won't forget
Fly, fly little wing
Fly where only angels sing
Fly away, the time is right
Go now, find the light
On a lighter note: Dana and I are going strong. He did move out by the 1st. And things are going wonderfully. Going slow, but wonderfully, nonetheless. And to be completely honest, I wouldn't have it any other way. Every other relationship I've ever been in, it was all physical from the start, so we never really had a solid foundation. But with Dana, it's not about that at all. We are getting to know each other, finding out what each other is about and it's really refreshing.
Let's see what else? Hmm...OH!! My brother is going into the Air Force in a little over a month, so that's pretty exciting. And then we all get to go to Texas to see him graduate from Basic, so that will be fun since I've never been to Texas.
Well, I'm not sure what else there is to say, 'cept that I've gotten really bad about keeping up with this thing. I've GOT to start posting more. Mental note.